My ex text me out of the blue late one night saying she misses me.
This makes us text now and then and she just stops.
She is just really blunt, seems not interested at all.
Shes done this before, so i just up and tell her im done, i suspect she playing games and call her up on it and that is that.
Shes out, i am out, texts me to see where i am. We meet, go for a drink alone, she comes to my place and we have sex. Before sex though we have a drunken heart to heart. Talk about why the relationship failed, she goes on to tell me that im gorgeous and how shes surprised i'd look at a girl like her ( i too wonder that at times), and overrall she hints at me to like want to meet up again, says she'd love another go of it.....right?
so then after that its same business as usual, blunt texts.
Shes a DJ, shes getting some big gigs, i ask when she is free and she replies bluntly....
'Im busy hun'
I press forward
she says ' Yeah, got lots of work to do, busy busy busy..
No offer to meet up at an alternative time or any explanation, so im like ' too busy to meet up?'
So then i tell her straight ' Well thats fine, im not gonna invest my time in you if you cant do the same though so i guess there is no point really, look i wish you well."
its true. I dont want a girl who i can just sleep with on HER terms, fuck that. Although i cant see no queue im sure there is, of girls who are willing to invest a lot more energy into me then this. And besides, its bullshit, you can make time and if you really can't, you could just be up front and straight instead of waiting for a response....She failed MY shit test, totally unattractive qualities i picked up.
Fuck that, Gaider only fucks girls of value now.
No response yet, however even if she is all apologetic and such i do not care. She has had more than 1 opportunity, i suspect she is playing games, getting with me to 'see if she can' kinda thing. Its just confusing because the shit that came out her mouth like how she fell in love with me, never felt like that since her first love, blah blah... i think shes just doing it for kicks because her actions arent showing it.
I guess i pushed her and it started a pull reaction. It doesn't matter though, im done with her. She is just one pussy in a very very very very veeeeeeery large alleyway. I'm not gonna be a dog and chase it, oooh no...i'm no dog, i'm catnip, or at least sticking in the game will make me it.
- Self esteem is the immune system of consciousness.