Awesome post Quene....
Alot of times I let my ego get in the way.... Espically, when I dont have the outcome I desired... Reading this post and earlier posts by you, can see this purple belt was well deserved, congrats.... Also, one thing I want to add about the fighting aspect, is when I'm about to sparr, I get really nervous, but once I get in there its not so bad.....Matter of fact, turns out pretty good, thats I feel about approaching, once I do, the nervousness goes away....And all the negative scenarios I play in my head, usually never happen... I can see how these two things relate....



